How did you get one of your scars?
car accident in 95.. facial $caring
How did you celebrate your last birthday?
drinks at home with my husband and maybe a couple other people
How are you feeling at this moment?
pretty content :)
How did your night go last night?
pretty good.. i’m terrible with specifics.. but i do recall some Duty
How did you do in high school?
that’s when i stopped caring.. there were quite a lot of awful things happening in my life and it didn’t really seem all that important. i’m pretty smart though, so i skated.
How did you get the shirt you’re wearing?
i just got it from my super-cool-might-as-well-be-sister-in-law
How often do you see your best friend?
i never get to see my lady best friends.. but i do live with my ultimate best friend with is pretty sweet
How old do you want to be when you get married?
i am and that’s cool
How old will you be at your next birthday?
How did you get your Tumblr name?
head monsterr has been my nickname since i was 13.. get your mind out of the gutters it had nothing to do with that
What is your mothers name?
What did you do last weekend?
pretty much just hung out at my house.. and worked.. you know.. super exciting like always.. oh yea.. ashlee’s house :)
What is the most important part of your life?
my family i got goin on
What would you rather be doing?
What did you last cry over?
jamie being a grump first thing in the morning
What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
What are you worried about?
everything all at once it’s stressful
What did you have for breakfast?
Eight Have You’s:
Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Have you ever been out of the country?
one time i went to montreal but now you need a passport and fuck that
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
i do so many dumb things it’s absurd
Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
most people have.. it’s pretty much part of getting older
Have you ever had sex on the beach?
i do not want sand anywhere around my area.. fuck that
Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
not really no
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Who was the last person you saw?
Who was the last person you texted?
Who was the last person you hungout with?
jamie’s aunt and uncle came over today.. so them.. also my bro and sis(s).. way more than usual
Who was the last person to call you?
Who did you last hug?
Who is the last person who texted you?
Who was the last person you said “I love you” to?
Where does your best friend live?
in my haus
Where did you last go?
Where did you last hang out?
Where do you go to school?
Where is your favorite place to be?
i like going to dams at night..
Where did you sleep last night?
in my bed snuggled up
Do you like someone right now?
Do you think anyone likes you?
Do you ever wish you were someone else?
not really.. it’s quite unhealthy.. don’t be so hard on yourself..
Do you know the muffin man?
no, but i’m pretty close to his wife..
Does the future scare you?
i find it fascinating :)
Why are you best friends with your best friend?
too many reasons :)
Why did you get a Tumblr?
because on fB everyone was all “OMG GET ONE” and i was all “peer pressure now i gotta” here i am
Why did your parents give you the name you have?
my birthmom said “a beautiful name for a beautiful girl” and my parents adopted me and my dad said “she’s not a boat!” so it’s the same
Why are you doing this survey?
something to do
If you could have one super power what would it be?
If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
time’s a fragile thing.. i couldn’t deal with that kind of responsibility
If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring 1 thing, what would you bring?
laptop? but it would probably be a better idea to bring something to survive with.. like a bowie knife or something
Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
no, i’m all set thanks
Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
i used to shave my head without any reason.. because i’m a badass.. you know
One last question:
Are you happy with your life right now?
i can’t say i’m unhappy :)
Rep. Jim Sensenbrenner (R-WI) offers an offensive critique of Michelle Obama’s healthy living initiative. A picture is worth a thousand words.
This just reeks of racial prejudice. Black women = big ass
These white ppl have all these tricky ways of being racist without being racist. But I see you.
^^^ We see you, racist dude. We see you.
that’s not racist.. women are curvy.. having “junk in the trunk” does not have anything to do with race.. smh
“As governor of Texas, Rick Perry has pursued a single-minded agenda: take away women’s health care, destroy Planned Parenthood, and block women’s access to safe abortion care. Now he’s running for president and may push his anti-choice, anti-women’s health agenda on every woman in the country.
Facing record numbers of uninsured women and families, Governor Perry has cut funding for family planning and tried to shut down the Planned Parenthood health centers that provide desperately needed care. He’s determined to enforce a cruel law designed to bring politicians into medical examination rooms and trample the rights of women and their doctors.
Enough is enough. Tell Governor Perry to give up his single-minded assault on women’s rights. Tell him that Texans, and all Americans, need more access to affordable care, not less. ”
Fuck you Rick Perry
my worst nightmare
this is me any time i see anybody i know in public.. i am so awkward u.u
omfg i want it :D
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i hate people. not so much specific people, just in general. this of course has been getting worse and worse as the years go by and innocence turns corrupt and all that. it’s really depressing, because i give little to no thought with just completely cutting off contact from people who were very close to me, or otherwise. i turn to dark corners in my head, and happier times when i was social, more outgoing. shit. i used to scream very offensive lyrics at the top of my lungs in public without thinking twice. now i avoid “public” at pretty much all costs. it’s just saddening to step outside this downward spiral of not leaving my house, not talking to anyone, not really doing anything at all.. see where i was, where (i thought) i was going, and where i am now. this self-loathing anxiety stricken individual was not what i had in mind.
how can this be fixed? get the fuck over myself and pick up the phone. so what we haven’t talked in forever? who cares about that dumb shit all those years ago? kids will be kids. unfortunately it’s easier said than done.
here’s to progress..
knowing and believing this is the first step towards healing. i’ve put myself through hell both physically and psychologically since the incident. and it’s time for it to end. victim blaming is wrong, even if you blame yourself. i didn’t ask to be violated, i was convinced, at 12, by a 16 year old. there’s a lot of shame that comes with this and i will not let it bring me down any longer.
i appreciate this so much ^_^